Yep, still alive, and I just got a new phone today ? 1Plus 5T…

Yep, still alive, and I just got a new phone today ? 1Plus 5T for the curious. It takes great pictures, which is something I care a great deal about.

Been very busy. Currently doing a full time internship at a video production company. Not every project has an exciting subject matter, I would say most a boring on paper, but each bring interesting challenges. Might be switching to a new company by the end of the week actually, but that is still up in the air. Keeping my eyes open for where the job opportunities are the best.

Check out my instagram to see the awesome snow-woman I made yesterday ?
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swordmaiden: Once again I took a timeout from the New Year’s…

swordmaiden:

Once again I took a timeout from the New Year’s party to offer my best wishes and a small photoset in and out of my outfit 🙂

Happy New Year to all of you, see you in 2018

Just reblogging my own post, for those of you who weren’t online New Year’s Eve 🙂

Happy 2018

A few pictures of me from yesterday, celebrating my 30th…

A few pictures of me from yesterday, celebrating my 30th birthday, I had a very good time, with friends and family. Got myself some decent gifts, and a lot to drink, which I am now dealing with the day after 😀 my hangovers are quite light though, I mostly just feel tired.

Also I spent a ton of money on getting my hair colored last week, and in the second picture it looks exactly like it did before I had it dyed. 

DO I HAVE MAGICAL HAIR??!?!?

I am turning 30 years of age on Saturday(November 4th) even if I…

I am turning 30 years of age on Saturday(November 4th) even if I have only lived the last couple as myself. I got my hair, brows and lashes done, and though it was expensive as fuck, I am still very happy with the “investment”

Turning 30 is kind of weird when you just started out on your life, I am grabbing random strangers, shaking them, demanding that they answer what the hell happened to my teens and twenties. The way I act, they way I dress and live, is a product of me trying to rediscover a youth I never had. I am a girl out of her time, my soul is 19 but potential dates have kids, career etc. 

I AM 19! I DON’T WANT TO BE STEPMOTHER TO YOUR KIDS!

Whoever I feel like, however short my real life has been, nature is dragging me in a direction, and I have to confront that. Turning 30 in of itself doesn’t bother me a whole lot, I won’t feel different, it is the situation it automatically puts me in that bothers me. Everyone seems to either have kids or want kids, the biological clock that seems to be ticking for everyone else, was never installed in me. People want houses, things, shit. I am just out here trying to have fun, be happy, yet it seems the rest of the world is marching by another tune.

I am not complaining about my situation, since I would probably also hate hanging out with a bunch of teens, haha. I have just been putting a lot thought into what turning 30 really means to me.

I actually considered shutting down the blog, just end it, move on to a new chapter in my life, but that is kind of stupid, because why does it make any sense to now, just because the clock turns from 29 to 30. I will end the blog when I no longer feel like I am getting something positive out of it.

I have 15-20 people coming over Saturday, so hopefully we can go crazy in town, and act like a bunch of teens 🙂

In case you feel bad if you don’t send me a birthday gift for my 30th birthday, then here is my WISH LIST

https://www.amazon.de/gp/registry/wishlist/2D94SC7LTQFDU/ref=cm_wl_list_o_0?

P.S how does one cook for 20 people? HELP!

The stars just haven’t aligned for me to spend half a day on the…

The stars just haven’t aligned for me to spend half a day on the big picture sets, so you have to make do with these bathroom quickies, but I hope you still enjoy. I also need to get around to posting a new gift thread, since even though I haven’t been that active, I still received a lot of lovely gifts 🙂

In other news, I have started taking progesterone, which have made the girls grow a little more, though not by much. The nipples look a little more defined, and I feel like my erections have gotten back some of their old potency. My sex drive has also had a noticeable increase.

I’ve also started on estrogen patches instead of taking the pills, but I need to have blood work done to make sure my levels are high enough.

I hope you are all happy and well 🙂

I felt a bit ill today, so I stayed home. But that doesn’t mean…

I felt a bit ill today, so I stayed home. But that doesn’t mean you can’t have fun right? 😀

I promised you more pictures, so here they are :DIt had been so…

I promised you more pictures, so here they are 😀

It had been so long since I had last taken pictures, that it felt great to get a chance to do it again. I realized though that I really need to get some upper body lingerie, I had nothing to go with what I was wearing on my lower body.

I am enjoying my weekend watching GSL and WCS (Starcraft tournaments, for those not into that particular esport) I have also had a lot fun of playing the old Starcraft these past weeks since the remaster came out.